Friday, December 3, 2010

The crow flys at midnight...??

Distinctively , all my life I have been told how to listen, pay attention, and the right words will come to me. You never want to speak unless you have all the facts, and knowledge as possible, so you do not say something that either you don't mean or will regret saying later..But how does that tie in to the real things you left unsaid, by that simple vow I have followed since a child..??

The common misconception about me, is that I will not speak up. WRONG, DEAD WRONG!! A few years ago, I may have said, you're a little right. But anyone who really knows me, knows if I am talked to wrong, or offended I will say something. Mistaking someones kindness, and big heart for weakness, is a surprise in waiting..:) Yes, If someone needed the last dollar I had, and they needed it more than me . Yes, I would hand it over and make due.. That's is just my spirit inside me, I am quick to give and have a hard time turning  people and animals away when I feel they are in need..
Everyone I know, knows me as their personal PSYCHOLOGIST..I am always asked for advice, and I take this as a HUGE compliment.. I am quick to give advice, but in all honesty I need to take my own.. Sometimes I feel like, How come I know exactly what to tell them, when I don't even know what to tell myself?? That thought right there puzzles me...
Well, I am off to bed. I haven't posted in a while, and It has been bothering me. XOXOXO, Heather